drama, stress, drama

Ughh i am soo stressed out
I just want to climb in a hole and hide forever!
My parents are nothing with drama!
I let them know i am done with them
Its been 8 long years of Hell
I just want to live a happy life and not be so stressed out by them anymore
I know its sad but i need to move on with my life and be happy
I need to focus on being happy and being a good mother instead of stressed out constantly!
Ive been so stressed out that i have started smoking
No not constantly, in the house or around rhylan
Just late at night :[

On a good note i am signing up for school :]
For phlebotomy :]
Very excited to do something with my life
The best part is that its at nights so that dh will be home to take care of rhylan!!!!

We are also looking into purchasing our first house :]
That is very very stressful
But i think its time that we move on with our lives and think about our future!!!

Ughh thanks for letting me vent :[