drama, stress, drama

Ughh i am soo stressed out
I just want to climb in a hole and hide forever!
My parents are nothing with drama!
I let them know i am done with them
Its been 8 long years of Hell
I just want to live a happy life and not be so stressed out by them anymore
I know its sad but i need to move on with my life and be happy
I need to focus on being happy and being a good mother instead of stressed out constantly!
Ive been so stressed out that i have started smoking
No not constantly, in the house or around rhylan
Just late at night :[

On a good note i am signing up for school :]
For phlebotomy :]
Very excited to do something with my life
The best part is that its at nights so that dh will be home to take care of rhylan!!!!

We are also looking into purchasing our first house :]
That is very very stressful
But i think its time that we move on with our lives and think about our future!!!

Ughh thanks for letting me vent :[

Fathers Day

Ya its a couple days late but ohh well
Jake had a wonderful fathers day
Of course he had to work half the day...
But we went out to eat as soon as he got off!
He go nice dale jr pj's & a shirt and a great dinner at T.G.I.F.'s
We had a wonderful night!

Texas Trip

Just got home from Texas a day ago
and boy am i exhausted.....we all are!
It was a nice trip though, it was nice to get away from mooresville and out of my house!
Rhylan had a blast! He loved seeing his other side of the family!
He was shy at first but then he went crazy!
But it was soooo hot there! It was disgusting....i don't see how people live in that state!!
I love my NC weather
Boy we did some driving!!!
From here to there to tim-buck-two!
40mins to chili's 40mins back, 45min to the reunion and back for 2 days
To see this person and that person, round and round and round
I don't even want to get in a car for another week! lol
But it was nice to see everyone!
We even got to drive out to jakes old home town where he grew up and went to school
The saddest part about the town was his uncles grave :[
It had nothing, not marking or anything. It took us over 1hr to find it.
We had to go to the local funeral home to find out where he was buried :[
Jake ended up making his name out of stone on the grave so maybe when we go back we can find it. sad sad :[
Other then that we had a good time at the reunion, although once again it was soo hot!
and their wasn't that many people that attended.
It was nice to see everyone, we had lots of fun with jakes old friends
We had a nice visit, but are so glad to be back home in our bed :]
Here are some pictures from out fun time....